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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
12:31 AM

新不了情

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮幕与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮幕与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
缘难了情难了

i don`t know why i kind of got reminded of this song when i sing k the last few times. but well... life still goes on.

tonnes and tonnes of emotions are building up inside again. i am simply uncertain of what i`m feeling, at this instance, for example. my moods hit me real bad to the extent that i want to be alone, wrapping myself up in my bedroom with doors shut and shoo those worries away. i got to be strong i know. and i need not be told of what are the do-ables and what are not. i hate myself for being such a wimp and i`m trying hard to prove to the majority i`m not easy to be a victim of bully. but why it appears that no matter where i am and what i`m doing, some irkings just irritate the wild hell of me. it`s hard to be kind anymore but not easy otherwise either. see? i confused myself now, giving myself too much to dwell upon and the mental stress is devastating. i asked myself many questions. but many a time, i know the answer to my own queries. 我只知道我的心結还是无法解开... hais...

anyways, i am my own cheerleader. today i went to register for my desired course already, the lady told me there`s a high chance i`ll get in, but who knows the future? i might be 'suay' enough to be the minute portion who failed to enter, `cos i`ve always been 'suay' most of the time. LOL! and yes, i`ve found my french language course already. it commences end March. i`ve reserved 2 places. will get the payment done maybe by tomorrow. hais... i need sleep now. i`m attitude-d. nights.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:31 AM